i
think im in a bad bad shape right now.
im so shattered, ive never felt so disappointed in my life before, ive never ever felt this way before, it feels like a sock stuck in my throat.
oh boy oh boy. pinning down words of encouragement, telling myself it's just another year, let the wasted one year be a year where ill really think what i want and go for it when the time comes
again.DAMN, all that gone down e drain just for one fucking stupid classroom, im fucking careless FUCKING CARELESS!!
p.s.s ive allowed comments once again, pleaseee be sweet n tell me everything will be allright.
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